This blog will stay idle for the next two weeks.
Till then peeps.
Doakan smuanyer elok2 je ye!!
take care everyone.
Tata.
AYIN on the W.O.R.L.D W.I.D.E W.E.B
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
Alhamdullillah
Ish...dh lame x update blog ni..busy?yup..busylah jugak..ni br rase ok skit. Dh pindah umah last Friday. Tp xdelah penat sgt sbb dh siap2 packing sepanjang minggu tuh..so, Friday tuh tinggal yg minor2 je. Bila duk kemas2 brg, terasa kecik jugakla umah tuh. tp since ktorang br-3 je, oklah. Mende plg xbest almari kt dapur tinggi2, so nk amik pinggan pn kna org amikkan. Other than that, alhamdullillah smuanya ok. Arini dyrang betulkan channel tv & internet. Smlm dh beli comforter br. heheh.
Friday morning i attended taklimat untuk umrah. still berdoa lg. Ade jugak dugaan2 kecik untuk aku pg, memula apply visa & berdoa sgt2 my application approve sbb aku xde mahram accompany me cume ktorang pegi dgn group of 80 peoples. Alhamdullillah, manage to get my visa. Second dugaan dtg bile permit (RP) keja ade kt dlm passport lame. Mase blk Msia ari2 aku renewed passport so RP remain dlm passport lame. Since Saudi Embassy xterima, aku kna pindahkan rp ke passport br. Bile bg passport kt office baru realized RP aku tuh expire 14th of April. so, they need to renew trus instead of tukar RP ke passport br & as of now, aku still xdpt lg passport aku and aku berdoa sgt2 aku bole dpt paling lambat arini. sbb arini dateline nyer. Mmg berharap sgt nk pg. Teringin sgt2. sampai termimpi-mimpi. Dh beli ubat xbg period sbb aku nyer period cycle will start on my way there, hopefully dgn IzinNya aku xdelah period sepanjang kt sane.
Progress Master aku tunggang langgang. Supervisor aku suruh wat article dlm journal, faculty suruh aku tukar blk supervisory committee, kt GSO plak, status aku dh terminate sbb xhantar progress report. Disbbkan smuanya online aku xleh nk antar progress report sbb status aku dh terminated. Xbole juge nk isi form review against termination sbb aku kna isi dulu borang extension of study which related to supervisory committee juge. Faculty suruh attend colloqium next month to present my full thesis paper. yup..that part done!!tp aku xleh nk blk malaysia, so kna anta surat xleh dtg yg di endorse oleh supervisor. pening-pening. Andaikata aku xleh nk resolve dr jauh, then aku akan PULANG maybe in May or June..perghh..mase tuh ticket mesti mahal gile tahap gaban sbb tgh summer holiday!!
Last week, aku risau psl mama. die kna bisul & bisul die besar & xde mata. Memula kna masuk hospital sbb nk kna operate & kluarkan nanah. i was worried sbb mama ade diabetic. Tp alhamdullillah, mama xyah operate. Dh 3 kali mama masuk hospital, aku xde kt sane. Walaupn minor, aku tetap risau. Yelah, being away and all.
Keja??oklah..ade je tp xdelah byk sgt. Agak menakutkan bile dgr citer2 org yg kna lay-off. alhamdullillah, so far xde lg from our company. adelah isolated cases which aku xrase ade kna mengena dgn economic slowdown more like a conspiracy theory to me.
Looks like byk yg aku kna bersyukur walaupn i had one tough week. With that, ALHAMDULLILLAH..
Friday morning i attended taklimat untuk umrah. still berdoa lg. Ade jugak dugaan2 kecik untuk aku pg, memula apply visa & berdoa sgt2 my application approve sbb aku xde mahram accompany me cume ktorang pegi dgn group of 80 peoples. Alhamdullillah, manage to get my visa. Second dugaan dtg bile permit (RP) keja ade kt dlm passport lame. Mase blk Msia ari2 aku renewed passport so RP remain dlm passport lame. Since Saudi Embassy xterima, aku kna pindahkan rp ke passport br. Bile bg passport kt office baru realized RP aku tuh expire 14th of April. so, they need to renew trus instead of tukar RP ke passport br & as of now, aku still xdpt lg passport aku and aku berdoa sgt2 aku bole dpt paling lambat arini. sbb arini dateline nyer. Mmg berharap sgt nk pg. Teringin sgt2. sampai termimpi-mimpi. Dh beli ubat xbg period sbb aku nyer period cycle will start on my way there, hopefully dgn IzinNya aku xdelah period sepanjang kt sane.
Progress Master aku tunggang langgang. Supervisor aku suruh wat article dlm journal, faculty suruh aku tukar blk supervisory committee, kt GSO plak, status aku dh terminate sbb xhantar progress report. Disbbkan smuanya online aku xleh nk antar progress report sbb status aku dh terminated. Xbole juge nk isi form review against termination sbb aku kna isi dulu borang extension of study which related to supervisory committee juge. Faculty suruh attend colloqium next month to present my full thesis paper. yup..that part done!!tp aku xleh nk blk malaysia, so kna anta surat xleh dtg yg di endorse oleh supervisor. pening-pening. Andaikata aku xleh nk resolve dr jauh, then aku akan PULANG maybe in May or June..perghh..mase tuh ticket mesti mahal gile tahap gaban sbb tgh summer holiday!!
Last week, aku risau psl mama. die kna bisul & bisul die besar & xde mata. Memula kna masuk hospital sbb nk kna operate & kluarkan nanah. i was worried sbb mama ade diabetic. Tp alhamdullillah, mama xyah operate. Dh 3 kali mama masuk hospital, aku xde kt sane. Walaupn minor, aku tetap risau. Yelah, being away and all.
Keja??oklah..ade je tp xdelah byk sgt. Agak menakutkan bile dgr citer2 org yg kna lay-off. alhamdullillah, so far xde lg from our company. adelah isolated cases which aku xrase ade kna mengena dgn economic slowdown more like a conspiracy theory to me.
Looks like byk yg aku kna bersyukur walaupn i had one tough week. With that, ALHAMDULLILLAH..
Saturday, March 14, 2009
H.A.Y - W.I.R.E
Hope - i am pursuing a journey which i hope will bring out the best in me.
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Scared - i am scared if i need to pay a huge price for that.
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Disappointed - the person whom i give half of my trust & heart disappoint me.
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Miss - i miss home so much. my mom keeps on crying on d phone. my heart is aching.
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Desperate - i am desperate to finish off my thesis. It is a huge mess.
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Worry - i am worried about moving out to a new house next week. Many things to be sorted out.
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Daunting - i have a daunting task in hand.
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I need to focus, i need to stop & analyse. But most of all, i need all the energy to get me going.
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Scared - i am scared if i need to pay a huge price for that.
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Disappointed - the person whom i give half of my trust & heart disappoint me.
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Miss - i miss home so much. my mom keeps on crying on d phone. my heart is aching.
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Desperate - i am desperate to finish off my thesis. It is a huge mess.
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Worry - i am worried about moving out to a new house next week. Many things to be sorted out.
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Daunting - i have a daunting task in hand.
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I need to focus, i need to stop & analyse. But most of all, i need all the energy to get me going.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
B.A.H.A.S.A..
Arini zaireen nk kuar dr perasaan self-centered & melihat dunia luar. entry zufa mengenai demonstration kt malaysia membuatkan zaireen gatal tgn nk menyibuk & menyentuh topik itu. wahhh..jd komentarlah plak.
Demonstrasi di Malaysia?psl ape lg?dr ari sab2 ari2 aku duk wonder. rupenyer psl maths & science dlm english. aku cukup xpaham. smpai kna ade demonstrasi? ape salahnyer ajar dlm english? ayat org2 yg kurang terpelajar mcm aku ni brpendapat, ajarlah dlm bahasa ape skalipn, it works both ways..kesungguhan cikgu yg mengajar dgn budak yg nk belajar. 20 tahun akan datang, mase budak2 tuh dh kja..they will sit in the same meeting room with org yg belajar dlm melayu ka, english ka, tamil ka, japan ka even skolah pondok!! skrg ni pn kte dh rase kesan borderless world, apelg zaman dyrang nanti. abis xkan mase tuh nk tergagap-gagap crk ape translation 'kebarangkalian' dlm english or 'pelanggaran berkesan' aku xrase dgn ajar english they will downgrade their own mother tongue..come on!!! 15thn duk oversea belum tentu bole tinggal belacan & budu..inikan plak bahasa kite. ape masalahnyer weh!!andaikata belajar dlm bahasa melayu pn..aku xrase salah..sheikh muszaphar yg dh jd angkasa-ONE dulu pn blajar ikut bhsa melayu..(die skolah mrsm muar)..toksahla duk gaduh nk ajar dlm bahasa ape..kesianlah kt bebudak tuh!! yg penting cikgu english ajar english bersungguh-sungguh..cikgu maths & science..sila equip diri anda dgn determination utk mengajar anak bangsa xkesahlah english or malay..ibu2 & bapa2 sila equip anak anda untuk 1. respect cikgu (no barakah without it!!) 2. semangat nk belajar & sukakan ilmu (pglah jenguk planetarium, zoo..klo g klcc tuh jgnla asik duk lencong ke isetan, parkson or TGV..bwklah anak2 pg petrosains tuh..klo budak 2 dh minat..ajarlah bahasa urdu skalipun!! (wah..sdap je ckp!!ngee..aku saling ingat-mengingatkan je)..language is not the barrier, come on!! cukuplah budaya kita mengajar kita untuk jd timid, malu and rase rendah diri..(personal experience) give them the chance to evolve!!
oklah..skrg i need anjakan paradigma nk wat kja & settlekan smua mende yg serabut dlm kepala aku..ngeee...
Demonstrasi di Malaysia?psl ape lg?dr ari sab2 ari2 aku duk wonder. rupenyer psl maths & science dlm english. aku cukup xpaham. smpai kna ade demonstrasi? ape salahnyer ajar dlm english? ayat org2 yg kurang terpelajar mcm aku ni brpendapat, ajarlah dlm bahasa ape skalipn, it works both ways..kesungguhan cikgu yg mengajar dgn budak yg nk belajar. 20 tahun akan datang, mase budak2 tuh dh kja..they will sit in the same meeting room with org yg belajar dlm melayu ka, english ka, tamil ka, japan ka even skolah pondok!! skrg ni pn kte dh rase kesan borderless world, apelg zaman dyrang nanti. abis xkan mase tuh nk tergagap-gagap crk ape translation 'kebarangkalian' dlm english or 'pelanggaran berkesan' aku xrase dgn ajar english they will downgrade their own mother tongue..come on!!! 15thn duk oversea belum tentu bole tinggal belacan & budu..inikan plak bahasa kite. ape masalahnyer weh!!andaikata belajar dlm bahasa melayu pn..aku xrase salah..sheikh muszaphar yg dh jd angkasa-ONE dulu pn blajar ikut bhsa melayu..(die skolah mrsm muar)..toksahla duk gaduh nk ajar dlm bahasa ape..kesianlah kt bebudak tuh!! yg penting cikgu english ajar english bersungguh-sungguh..cikgu maths & science..sila equip diri anda dgn determination utk mengajar anak bangsa xkesahlah english or malay..ibu2 & bapa2 sila equip anak anda untuk 1. respect cikgu (no barakah without it!!) 2. semangat nk belajar & sukakan ilmu (pglah jenguk planetarium, zoo..klo g klcc tuh jgnla asik duk lencong ke isetan, parkson or TGV..bwklah anak2 pg petrosains tuh..klo budak 2 dh minat..ajarlah bahasa urdu skalipun!! (wah..sdap je ckp!!ngee..aku saling ingat-mengingatkan je)..language is not the barrier, come on!! cukuplah budaya kita mengajar kita untuk jd timid, malu and rase rendah diri..(personal experience) give them the chance to evolve!!
oklah..skrg i need anjakan paradigma nk wat kja & settlekan smua mende yg serabut dlm kepala aku..ngeee...
TAG - I-C.A.P.T
Tag yg kunun2 susah from i-capt..ngeee...(walaupn aku dh jwb kt fb..tp kt fb aku gune N..sbb senang skit..xpe..aku try Z plak!!)
1. What is your name? ZAIREEN ZAINAL :D
2. A four letter word: ZERO
3. A boy's name : ZIYAD
4. A girl's name : ZOEY
5. An occupation : ZOOLOGIST
6. A color : ZESTY RED!!! (ok..ok..i made that up..)
7. Something you wear : ZARA SHOES (am wearing it right now..)
8. A type of food : ZINGER BURGER
9. Something found in the bathroom : ZAIREEN'S SHAMPOO.. ;)
10. A place : ZIMBABWE
11. A reason for being late : ZZzzzz..
12. Something you shout : Z%&$&($*) (bole??)ngee..
13. A movie title : ZOOLANDER...(antara citer yg aku xsuke..)
14. Something you drink :ZAPPLE
15. A musical group : ZIANA ZAIN..(group ehh??hmmm..ZAIN's -Ziana & Anuar..ok??)
16. A street name : ZABEDAH..(aku rase ade ampuan2 kt depan..tp kire halal lah eh..)
17. A type of car : Z3 - BMW
18. A song title : ZOMBIE
19. A verb : ZOOM
susah nk mampusss!!!! grrrr....
1. What is your name? ZAIREEN ZAINAL :D
2. A four letter word: ZERO
3. A boy's name : ZIYAD
4. A girl's name : ZOEY
5. An occupation : ZOOLOGIST
6. A color : ZESTY RED!!! (ok..ok..i made that up..)
7. Something you wear : ZARA SHOES (am wearing it right now..)
8. A type of food : ZINGER BURGER
9. Something found in the bathroom : ZAIREEN'S SHAMPOO.. ;)
10. A place : ZIMBABWE
11. A reason for being late : ZZzzzz..
12. Something you shout : Z%&$&($*) (bole??)ngee..
13. A movie title : ZOOLANDER...(antara citer yg aku xsuke..)
14. Something you drink :ZAPPLE
15. A musical group : ZIANA ZAIN..(group ehh??hmmm..ZAIN's -Ziana & Anuar..ok??)
16. A street name : ZABEDAH..(aku rase ade ampuan2 kt depan..tp kire halal lah eh..)
17. A type of car : Z3 - BMW
18. A song title : ZOMBIE
19. A verb : ZOOM
susah nk mampusss!!!! grrrr....
Monday, March 9, 2009
Edisi M.A.L.A.S
Walaupn aku tgh byk kja..tp sbb aku tgh MALAS..so..aku pn tutup dulu & mengadap blog tp xtau nk tulis ape sbb aku MALAS nk menulis..huhu..smlm aku pg kja kul 1030 pg walaupn aku dh bgn kul 545 tp disbbkan aku MALAS nk bgn & mandi..aku pg office lambat walaupn aku sbenarnyer xde ape nk buat pn kt umah..dh masuk 2 minggu aku x pg gym sbb aku MALAS..ari khamis & jumaat last week aku lepak umah kak wa..ktorang makan2..& lepak2..memula plan nk g jogging tp ktorang MALAS..pg brunch kt Taste of Asia tp byk lauk dh abis sbb dh tgh ari..sbbnyer MALAS nk bangun awal..aku sepatutnyer dh abis proofread thesis aku tp aku brenti sparuh jln sbb aku MALAS..aku sepatutnyer dh buat quarter meeeting ngan Nigel this month tp aku x start write-up lg sbb aku MALAS..planned nk pg tempah abaya & survey camera mase weekend tp xpg sbb aku MALAS..Last skali...aku nk terkencing ni..tp aku MALAS nk g toilett... 
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
dark S.T.O.R.M & silver L.I.N.I.N.G
Aku tgh pedih2 mata bace entry Haniz arini..present untuk mama & papa dh sampai..how i wish i can see their faces..feel their hugs & celebrate their happiness..i miss them so much..this is the sacrifice i have to pay..not just me but my whole family..it's tough..but i always believe Allah has something that i have not yet see..huge relieve for the small contribution i made created huge impact to the people i love..i told haniz..we are not perfect..but we always have each other...silent promise that we made to stand together...
difficult period in your life,
Maybe you’d rather hear someone say how much this sucks,
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Dear sis...
I’ll bet you’ve had about enough of people telling u how strong u are,
And how great you’re doing during this awful,Dear sis...
I’ll bet you’ve had about enough of people telling u how strong u are,difficult period in your life,
Maybe you’d rather hear someone say how much this sucks,
how outrageous and unfair it is,
Maybe you’d rather hear someone tell you,
That you dun have to be strong all the time or,
That is definitely okay to curse fate and throw a tantrum or two,
So here I am to tell u all that stuff and more,
to let u know where I stand,
which is right in your corner,
there’s no right way or wrong way at a time like this,
however u work through this thing is immaterial to me,
All I care about is that you ask for what you need,
Lean on those who love you
And try to trust me when I say
That u’ll come out the other side
which is right in your corner,
there’s no right way or wrong way at a time like this,
however u work through this thing is immaterial to me,
All I care about is that you ask for what you need,
Lean on those who love you
And try to trust me when I say
That u’ll come out the other side
Monday, March 2, 2009
sand B.A.S.H.I.N.G..
Lately ni sgt malas nk update blog..penat xilang lg mungkin..oklah..weekend ari2 aku join MAQ nyer Desert safari..here are the stories;
1) penat..sand bashing for 8 hours..best part mase turun terrain 45 degree..seronok smbil jerit..oleh itu dpt gelaran keta paling bising@gelak paling kuat..
2) bad & kak wa kelakar gile..sronok melayan dyrang...guys..korang mmg best!!gelak pecah perut..
3) mkn nasik lemak for 2 consecutive days..perghh...layannn!! (tp takut nk timbang lps blk)
4) facilities kt camp site die agak primitive..(toilet die..) aku g toilet mase br smpai je..pas2 tahan smpai next day & ktorang xmandi pn..hahaha..mase tuh rambut mcm org br kuar gua..
5) sampai umah trus flat..had 2 hours sleep before pg register utk umrah..mlm kul 9 dh tdo..tdo awal sbb takut pg bangun & meragam nk g kja..hahaha..mcmlah ade org nk layan kan!!ngeee...
6) sbbkan aku ni xsuke pakai sun block..amik kau!!!rentung...siap berbelang kt bhgian mata sbb bekas pkai sun glass..rase cam racoon pn ade..mcm mr incredible pn ade..
7) penat aku perah otak wat game & beli hadiah..tp disbbkn dyrang ramai sgt..& masing2 occupied..so..hadiah2 tuh kitorang pas2 je..
8) wat bubur asyura mlm tuh..kelantan style..xbrape nk jd..hihi..sbb half way chef dh blk..ngee..
9) one success event..175 participants..34 cars..3 of us mmg proud dlm penat..xsangka seramai itu..me, wan harris & adam..mane xnyer..sblm nk pg..meeting smpai kul 12 mlm..blum campur gaduh2 dlm email..kutuk2 & sbgainyer..alhamdullillah..
10) won't be d last time..sbb xsempat nk terjun laut..& plg best sbb aku spent stgh jam before & after sunrise..sorang2..jiwang karat??nolah..aku realized sesuatu..it's time for me to be introvert a bit..look into myself & ask what i want..xsalah kan??
Enjoy the pics...gambar2 byk ade kt dlm facebook..
1) penat..sand bashing for 8 hours..best part mase turun terrain 45 degree..seronok smbil jerit..oleh itu dpt gelaran keta paling bising@gelak paling kuat..
2) bad & kak wa kelakar gile..sronok melayan dyrang...guys..korang mmg best!!gelak pecah perut..
3) mkn nasik lemak for 2 consecutive days..perghh...layannn!! (tp takut nk timbang lps blk)
4) facilities kt camp site die agak primitive..(toilet die..) aku g toilet mase br smpai je..pas2 tahan smpai next day & ktorang xmandi pn..hahaha..mase tuh rambut mcm org br kuar gua..
5) sampai umah trus flat..had 2 hours sleep before pg register utk umrah..mlm kul 9 dh tdo..tdo awal sbb takut pg bangun & meragam nk g kja..hahaha..mcmlah ade org nk layan kan!!ngeee...
6) sbbkan aku ni xsuke pakai sun block..amik kau!!!rentung...siap berbelang kt bhgian mata sbb bekas pkai sun glass..rase cam racoon pn ade..mcm mr incredible pn ade..
7) penat aku perah otak wat game & beli hadiah..tp disbbkn dyrang ramai sgt..& masing2 occupied..so..hadiah2 tuh kitorang pas2 je..
8) wat bubur asyura mlm tuh..kelantan style..xbrape nk jd..hihi..sbb half way chef dh blk..ngee..
9) one success event..175 participants..34 cars..3 of us mmg proud dlm penat..xsangka seramai itu..me, wan harris & adam..mane xnyer..sblm nk pg..meeting smpai kul 12 mlm..blum campur gaduh2 dlm email..kutuk2 & sbgainyer..alhamdullillah..
10) won't be d last time..sbb xsempat nk terjun laut..& plg best sbb aku spent stgh jam before & after sunrise..sorang2..jiwang karat??nolah..aku realized sesuatu..it's time for me to be introvert a bit..look into myself & ask what i want..xsalah kan??
On our way there...
Me & Us..having fun!!!
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