Just the two of U.S

Just The Two Of Us - Will Smith

...DOH - KUL...

I'm going back next week..

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I'm going home..

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I'll be there with papa for his check-up..

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Memula nk surprisekan papa, tp decided not to. Byk betul tanye die. Abis raya nanti? papa ok, nape balik? brape lama? ade cuti x? But from his voice, i know he is HAPPY. mama pun. Haniz pun. Man juge..

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Annual leave - 5 hari

Flight ticket -RM 3k

Meeting people i love - Worth every penny & every second!!

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Why i decided utk balik? sbb dulu, mama selalu ckp.."..DUIT BOLE CARIK.." yupp..dgn IzinNya..dipanjangkan umur & dimurahkan rezeki..duit bole dicrk. Tp i have only one papa & one mama. A sacred relationship given from Allah to me.

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Alhamdullillah... :)

D.A.D.D.Y

Last week, papa wasn't feeling very well and i got so worried bile mama bgtau papa looked so tired and weak. At his age & with his workload, i am getting more worried. Last Wednesday, Haniz janji ngan papa nak teman pg klinik for check-up. But with swarming phone calls and emails, he still went in and out from meetings. The old chap never shows or complaints whenever he's sick. Mama managed to drag him out from office and headed to the hospital for ECG check-up d next day. The moment mama called me & explained his condition made my soul shattered and my heart dissolved. i started to cry. I called him. First attempt failed. I hang-up before he even picks up. Pretending to be ok were not ok anymore. 2nd attempt papa picked up. Upon hearing his voice, something stuck in my throat while my tears do the talking. He managed to put his 'macho' cap on and comfort me that he is ok. I dun trust him. the only thing that i managed to convey was "papa. promise me that u'll b ok ya. please." silence for a while "Ok. papa promise. Ayin..r u ok? dun worry ye. Nanti papa call lepas blood test mlm nanti." I nodded as if he could sees that. He promised me. I really hope papa will be ok soon. Thinking of taking a week off next month and heading home. But looking at d current situation. I can't take that risk. The financial crumple finally made its way to our shores and our company affected by it. nobody is immune now.

Alhamdullillah. Blood test ok. kolestrol papa tinggi skit and uric acid content pn tinggi. Other than that, die kata smua ok. But he told me, he needs to get second opinion. I thought he wants to see Mak Ngah & asks her opinion. Arini ati xsdapr, i gave him a called. no answer. called mama. Rupenye papa dkt IJN. Aku terkedu sekejap.. Rupenyer papa pg untuk set appointment for his stress test. The appointment is on 8th May. Knape xtrus buat check-up? Knape kna buat appointment smua dulu? 8hb tuh lg 2 minggu. Why? I can’t wait that long!!

5 minutes after that, i called Haniz. My first question "Shud i go back?". She comforted me and explained to me everything. She never fails to make me feel relieve. She has done everything in her might. She has done everything that i shud be doing as the eldest. I feel relieved a lot. Thaks sis. She has called papa's previous doctor & has all the info on papa's current condition. She promise to keep updating and monitoring my old man. I hope everyone will keep their promises. Praying & hoping my old man will be ok soon.People said when you have your own children, you dun want them to grow so fast so you can have them all by yourself. Not wanting them to leave and build their own nest. & always keep them safe in front of your own eyes. But it is also true that when you grow older you just wish your parents stop growing old as well. As you want them just like the old times, you want them around every time u laugh & cry, get to taste the fruit of your success, watching you through every path of life, to smile during your wedding day and to be jolly when your offsprings comfortably nestling in their arms. You just want them to be as they are. No sickness, no worrying. But Allah knows Best. And to Him i submit all my doa for papa.

"Our Lord! Make not our hearts to deviate

after Thou hast guided us aright,

and grant us from Thee mercy;

Surely thou art the most liberal Giver

- Ayah 8, Surah Aal Imran"

Wedding..K.A.H.W.I.N..WalimatulURUS

On Saturday nite, selepas bermengah-mengah brjoging & menyanyi girang dlm keta yg ‘xde bumbung’ tuh tibe-tibe ade sms. “Yin, syaza dh nk kawen.” Erk..trus dh xgirang. Aku reply “Huh??aku xcukup credit. On9 lg setgh jam. Aku odw blk dr jogging.” Smpai umah trusss online. Siapakah gerangan cik SYAZA kita. She is my cousin. She is younger than me & younger than Haniz andddd younger than Rehan. So, conclusion she is 9 years younger than me. Syaza is our sweet cousin. Am really happy for her. She is going to US end of this year. They decide to tie the knot first. Good for them. I will miss two wedding this year. Err..shud I be glad or sad. The chance to meet my big family. Big means really2 big. Estimation untuk sedara side papa sahaja will reach 300 people. Yeah, do the calculation. Huh, mesti Mak Zan & Pak Njang penat gile. Mid May – Syaza merisik/bertunang. Early June – Syazwan nikah & sanding (Syazwan is her big brother). July – Syaza Nikah & wedding reception. Dahlah 2 ketul tuh je anak Pak Njang. Sekali jalan. Selesaiiii…

Beautiful Bride to be (Pak Njang Flikr)

Well, aku still lagi bole lalala sbb aku kt sini. Ngee..Xdelah terase sgt. Aku confirm haniz mesti tgh pressure gile. Dahla skrg ni die despise manusia2 bercinta. Mase aku kunun2 nk kawin dulu, syaza sepatutnyer jd flower girl cum tukang bg bunga telur..Skrg?? not funny..not funny anymore!!

Berita berasingan, saya suke bangetttt video kawin kak edri (kakak serikandi). Sgt-sgt sukeee!! simple & nice..Menurut comment2 dlm facebook tuh, videographer tuh mmg best. Smpaikan ade yg dh book smpai 2011. Huhh?? Lame giller & confident giller. (bole begitu??hahaha). Anyway, check-it-out..(klo dh kawin pn xpe..mengimbau kembali zaman2 gemilang tuh.)

Ok skrg..enough bout wedding tgh kira budget nk bg wedding gifts ni..ade 3 org nk kawin so 3 wedding gifts. Dh abis idea dh nk bg ape.. :) nk bg ape ye? any idea?

Food G.A.L.O.R.E & dot dot dot..

Last weekend was a blissful time for my tummy. We had makan besar for 2 consecutive days. Went for Sri Kebaya buffet on Thursday night. Yehaa..Saya puase on Thursday so makan besar that night (pdhal tiap2 minggu mkn besar kt Sri Kebaya tuh). After makan2, i went to Carrefour to buy lucky draw prizes. Aku pn grab je ape yg ade. Worst part bile aku kna beli lcd 32 inci tuh. Bila masuk dlm trolley, tv tuh lg tinggi dr aku..aku terpakse excuse me..excuse me..sbb xnampak jalan. Worst part, xmuatla masuk bonet 206 kak wa tuh kan. Terpaksalah mak mengangkut naik teksi. Agak disaster jugakla. Tp memikirkan itulah last job aku sebelum bersara dlm MAQ. Aku redhaaaa. Sampai umah aku duk sibuk wrap hadiah & tolong2 dyrang masak sikit2. Ktorang adelah jemput a few kengkawan for our house warming?? no..saje2 je. Plan triggered bile aku teringin makan pulut kuning. So Zai kate die nk dtg & watkan pulut kuning. so, we decided nk wat mkn2 skit. Seperti biase jd tukang raselah. Ngee..Che lah sibuk try wat laksam sekali lg. Tp kali ni we are not that lucky. After 4-5 attempts and 1/2 kg of tepung beras, mission failed so ktorang tukar ke Plan B, nasik kerabu. yeay.

Si senah tgh try buat laksam guna microwave.

Plan B - Nasi Kerabu

Saya tgh membungkus hadiah utk lucky draw MAQ

Pepage which is not so pg, si senah kejut aku suruh beli kelapa & we supposed to pick up our kuih bakar a.k.a kuih kemboja. Tambah menu lg, wat bubur chacha ngan pisang plak. By 12.30, smua menu dh ready pulut kuning with rendang and sambal tumis ikan bilis, nasi kerabu, bubur chacha, kuih bakar. plus sup tulang. Xsempat nk amik gambar sbb kul 12.30 2 aku dh terlelap dpan tv sbb ngantuk+kenyang merasa. Dyrang smpai pukul 2 lebih. Dyrang mkn, aku pn makan gak. hahaha. Tp selera ku terbantut bile Si Syafie bg remark "eh, ko dh gemuk eh?" huh!! then Fairul menyampuk "haah. aku nk tegur td tp takut plak." huh!!bersopanlah tuh konon!! aku trus stop mkn. (read: tp smbung balik bile dh seronok berborak plus my heart whispers to start tomorrow. not today. Ngee)

Bad smpai bersila mkn nasi kerabu. Hihi.

Kami - Geng single. haha. (kecuali syafie yg dh nk kawin next month)

After dyrang blk, ktorang pn memulakan operasi mengemas. Finished at 5:30 rush plak nk pg AGM kt embassy. Kecoh gile aku nk bersiap. Smpai embassy sibuk arrange hadiah & lucky draw. Makan lg. Nasik tomato yg sgt sedap plus sate & kuih muih. (bak kate che lah -" engko tuh senah, ape yg xsedap?? smua sedap...". Ade gaklah org nominate utk aku stay lg sa2 term. But i politely decline d post. Bile smua org tanye knape xmau. my answer. "ish..xkawin saye duk sibuk ngan MAQ je.."hahaha..anyway, walaupn sibuk sepanjang last year. I enjoyed myself. Dapat kenal ramai Malaysian & bole dikatakan mengisi masa lapang aku kt sini. Done!!Khalas..my next project termasukla nk attend kelas arab & kelas memasak bersama che lah. ahaks. MAQ dengki xbg copy gambar. so click here for the pics ya.

Balik dlm keadaan perut yg sgt kenyang. Nk mengeluh xbaik sbb murah rezeki. Tp bile baju kebaya yg tempah raya last year pn dh mcm ketat. Apekahh?? So, guys brace urself. This blog will obsess on diet..diet & diet untuk jangka masa yg agak panjang ye.

Saturday - zaireen balas dendam tdo xingat dunia. (buruk betul perangai kan!!) yelah. rasenyer since blk dr umrah asiklah kna bgn pepg. so ni nak balas dendamlah ni. hihi. diet?? yeahh!! i only eat ketam without rice yesterday afternoon. That's it. oh, xdilupakan i pg jogging last nite. you go girl!! hahaha.

I L.I.K.E...

I received this in my e-mail. Kind of like it.

Lesson Number One:
A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A small rabbit saw the crow, and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?"The crow answered: "Sure, why not."So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped
on the rabbit and ate it.

Management Lesson?
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.

Lesson Number Two:
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy.""Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull."They're packed with nutrients."The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth
night, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon he was spotted by a farmer,
who shot the turkey out of the tree.

Management Lesson?
Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.

Lesson Number Three:

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Management Lesson?
1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

End of Management Course

G.O.S.S.I.P Mongers

Sunday morning

Tia: pstt..pstt..(si fatima dok bisik kt telinga aku..)
Tia: A*** resign.
Me: what??
Tia: A*** resign.
Me: What??
Tia: D hijab makes u deaf my dear. (erk..sbnarnyer yg first what mmg aku xdgr..yg 2nd tuh sbb aku terperanjat.)
Me: But why??
Tia: Apparently, Dodo yelled at her & she could not take it anymore. So, she called her husband. & u know what?? the husband told her..ANY MONEY THAT COMES WITH UR DIGNITY IS NOT ALLOWED IN MY HOUSE..
Me: wowww!!!
Tia: I know!! & proudly she tenders her resignation. period!!
Me: woww!!

It is really knight in shining armor kind of story aite?

F.I.N.A.L.L.Y

Hi peeps.

Finally ade jugak mood nk update blog. Dh stgh bulan i xmenjenguk my blog. huhu. For d past one week pn tuan empunye blog xbrape sihat. duk batuk & selesema xbaik2. tp dh ok skit2 dh. Cume mlm2 bile tdo je yg agak semput skit. (sila salahkn diri sendiri bile aircond tuh degil xnak tutup!!).

My umrah trip? it's a journey of faith. this part biarla i keep to myself k. Klo sape yg berkesempatan nk pg. Pglah. sape yg dh pg mesti rase mende yg same. Selain dr 2, i enjoyed myself. New friends & merase experience naik bas 20 hours. perghh..kematu bontot.

Smlm dh book ticket untuk blk raya. depress sekejap. dpt blk 2 minggu je. uhuk. si senah tuh dgn bangganyer balik bercuti sebulan. bukan main sakan lg. nk bukak bisness bazaar ramadhan gamaknyer. (nk jual tudung fareeda ke senah?) tetibe rase..uish dh lame dh aku duk kt negara pasir berdengung ni. sampai bile ek aku nk duk sini? For a start, at least smpai ekonomi dunia, malaysia in particular agak stabil. Yupp..that's it. Owh ade lg sa2 klo ade org ckp "dh..blk!! awak tuh dh nk jd bini org.." brlah aku kemas brg & blk ke tanah air terchenta & kepangkuan mereka yg terchenta!! tapiiii dlm pd tuh, aku berdoa smua org sihat2 belaka sepanjang keberadaan aku kt sini especially mama & papa.

Seminggu ni agak numb skit. br masuk gear 1. Hopefully next week mood aku kembali seperti sedia kala. Oklah. Enjoy some pics taken during my trip.

Masjidil Haram

After Isya' Prayer
Jabal Rahmah

Me, Na, Kak Liza with Aisyah & Aleya

B.A.C.K

Salam.

I'm back. arrived from Madinah yesterday afternoon. 20 hours journey made me soo exhausted smpai demam2. actually 2 days before blk dh demam dh. mlm td dh g klinik & dpt mc utk arini. so arini i stay home and recuperating. Oklah, i need my beauty rest now. hihi. till then.

i miss everyone. mmuahs.