13-14 N.O.V.E.M.B.E.R

Byk ni dlm kepala ni nk bwk kuar dlm entry. Tp satu2 eh. ngeh! First, let me update aktiviti last week bersama mi familia. Weekend yg sgt penat for me but knowing that dyrng sgt happy. Sgt content!! Rase sgt2 best bile around family. yelah, dh 2 thn duduk jauh dr family. tiap2 kali blk setakat 2-3 minggu. manelah best. i try my best utk menghappykan dyrng & at d same time treasure every second sbb aku tau confirm aku rindu mereka bile dyrng dh blk nanti. Weekend last week started on Friday. we had lunch kt umah. Mama masak mee bandung. Rafi, Rizal, Shamsul & Yulad dtg makan lunch sesama. Then ktrng gerak pg desert safari. 2 keta. seronok dyrng ni. ngeh. Smpai umah mlm tuh mama prepare makanan utk bfast next morning. Ktrng brpicnic kt corniche ngan dyrng2 jugak. Kebetulan plak mase tuh bday shamsul so celebrate bday die skali. We had lontong, cucuk badak & karipap. Lepas tuh, we went to Villagio. End up Rehan & Jaja joined Zila, Yulad, Rafi & Shamsul tgk movie 2012. Me, Haniz & mama dihantar pulang oleh rizal sbb nk brsiap utk tgk match Brazil vs England malam tuh. fun..fun..fun!!! so itulah yg terjd weekend lepas. penat tp seronok!!

Brunch bersama rakan-rakanSand Duning Us (Rehan photog)Picnic di Inland SeaBreakfast cum picnic di CornichePara pesertaHappy Birthday ShamsulPenyokong England & BrazilThe matchBrazil-1, England-0

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H.A.Y.W.I.R.E

Adoii...serabut nyer minggu ni. today in particular.

1) Need to move in to my friend's house sbb umah dh tamat contract & we need to find our crib yg 2 bilik plak. haih. panjang cerita.

2) sian kt family aku yg xkemana-mana sbb aku yg agak serabut ni. Last night, went to have dinner at souk waqif. i2 pn after 2 days dyrng asik stay home.

3) Need to have plan for this weekend. Plan to go for the cultural event in Dukhan. Tgh arrange ape mende nk buat weekend ni. But almost settle. :)

4) Need to plan my itenerary for next week visit to Dubai. Roughly dh ade idea on where to go & what to do. Tgh plan transportation kt sane plak. Sesape bole tlg crk kan supir kt Dubai. pleaseeee..

5) Need to buy tickets and hotel accomodation for my trip to Istanbul 31st December. Itupn Zai dh settlekan smua. Aku xleh nk pk dh. Sendat kpala otak. ngeh. Alhamdullillah dh settle.

6) Nak tambah sakit kpala, setelah hmmm..selepas 6 bln menyepi, lecturer aku telefon. Call office aku plak tuh. mesti budget aku xangkat tepon klo gune hp. kna submit plan utk aku nyer master. die nak next week. nasib baik xkna membebel "awak ni bile nk abis ni? naik menyampah dh saya tgk nama awak ni. Dh sama lame ngan org amik phd & degree. Awak ni mengabihkn masa saya je..." gulp!!! nasib baik die xkata begitu!!

7) Another complicated issue. I work ngn sorang CAD. Aku sian kt die tp die buat kja sggggtttt perlahan & salah. xref all over d place. mcm2lah. nk ku marah xsampai hati nk biarkan sahlah aku nyer submission akan bertangguh lg. Ni nk bercuti ni minggu dpn. Nk ngadu kt manager die sianlah kt die. adoiiii. i kna blajar people management skill nih. haih.

8) Pernah dgr..KEMAAFAN DENDAM YG TERINDAH. yaa. saya adalah sgt marah ngan beberapa org manusia. Tp saya maafkan ape sahaja yg trjadi. Mendoakan smoga apa yg terjadi ade hikmah & memberi pulangan yg baik2 je utk saya.

9) Xcukup dgn itu, it's that time of the year. Our double celebration but he's no longer here. Feels like no point of celebrating it pn. rindu daddy.

10) Masalah rumah yg tgh di-renovate kt KL. cuak gile klo contractor tuh buat taik lg. Serik dh nih. itupn ade gak masalah2 yg timbul. aku brdoa je semoga pelaburan kami kali ni x menghampakan.

Dah. itu je. Serabutnya kepala. Till then. tata.

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WANT v.s NEED

I asked Allah for STRENGTH..
and Allah gave me DIFFICULTIES to make me STRONG..
I asked Allah for WISDOM..
and Allah gave me PROBLEMS to solve..
I asked Allah for COURAGE..
and Allah gave me OBSTACLES to overcome..
I asked Allah for LOVE..
and Allah gave me TROUBLED people to help..
I asked Allah for FAVOURS..
and Allah gave me OPPORTUNITIES..
Maybe i received nothing I WANTED..
but i received everything I NEEDED..

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A.R.R.I.V.A.L

Alhamdullillah. they arrived safely. walaupn ade hiccup skit sbb debit card haniz xditerima & trpaksa diescort utk jumpe aku & swipe my credit card. Other than that, smua pn ok. Excited dpt jumpe my whole family and rase sgt relief sbb smua ade dpn mata. Watching mama sleeping so peacefully make me so happy to have them here. Anywayyyy..itu smua sbb br hari pertama, aku bg seminggulah sblm start perang saudara. ngeh!

Dyrang smpai doha 2.30am on Saturday morning. had some rest before pg brunch umah kak akma. mama punyela byk die makan. die ckp, meriah kt doha ni kalah kt malaysia. ade nasik lemak, laksam & nasik kerabu. Haniz & Rehan suke sgt2 laksam Kak Ija. berkali-kali tambah. Balik2 umah trus rebah kepenatan, mengantuk & kekenyangan. termasuklah yours truly. Bangun2 lapar. yelah. dh mcm beruang kutub hibernate. sejuk2 mestilah lapar sekor2.

Pas maghrib gerak umah Kak Ija, ade kenduri doa selamat utk Rizal & Khizmie yg nk g haji next week. Another round of makan2. Ade udang tempoyak, pajeri nenas, pecal, soto etc etc. ramai gak mase kenduri tuh. Around 8.30 ktrng pn blk. Aku bukan risau dyrang jet lag tp aku sbnarnyer yg mengantuk tahap gaban. hahaha.

Hey Ladiess
2 ekor musang..Myra & Aunty Haniz Enjoying my foods. mama jeling nk copetlah tuh..

Pg2 ari ahad aku g keja, smua kna sakit perut. bukan sbb silap makan. tp sbb byk sgt makan!torkojottt perut masing2. haih. Since then, aku blk makan lunch ari2 kt umah. heaven!! walaupn trpaksa brkejar-kejar. seronok ok lunch bersama family & duduk semeja. dahla ktrng dh lame xde family lunch or dinner. not after papa xde.

On Monday, aku kna back pain. muscle pain to be exact. nk pusing kanan xleh. nk pusing kiri pn xleh. apelg. ponteng kjalah.hihi. seronoklah kan. tukang urut ade. tukang kemas ade. tukang masak ade. hihi. we had lunch then ptg mkn keropok lekor. mlm g mkn grilled kt turkish central. bebudak ni gile roti!!
Turkish bread
Ari selasa..smua dh muke cekodok basi dh keboringan kt umah. haniz ngadap buku nk exam. rehan xbrenti menaip online. aku xtaula kawan die tuh xtdo2 ke. tgh2 mlm pn sibuk online. jaja sibuk tgk dvd, tv & crite2 kt dlm hard drive. xpun makan!! mama dpt mengaji & berehat dgn aman dlm bilik. hahaha.
Arini pas office nk bwk dyrng shopping groceries & lepak2 minum kopi kt landmark. hihi.

oklah. enuff on d updates. tata. nk blk makan lunch ni!!

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B.A.C.K.D.A.T.E.D entry

Last weekend. A week sblm rombongan cik Wok ni smpai, weekend aku penuh dgn aktiviti. bilenyer yg xde aktiviti aku xtaula..weekend started with crabbing ari khamis mlm jumaat. beriyala aku beli kasut dgn torchlight bagai. ketam sekor pn xdpt. tp best sbb tgk org lain dpt ketam. ngeh.
Gaya survivor

Then on Friday, beriya aku nk tgk movies sempena Tribeca Film Festival. malangnyer smua ticket sold out. Managed to grab midnite screening citer 'sin nombre' bermaksud NAMELESS. not bad. citer die bestla jugak. membuatkan aku teringin nk tgk citer2 lain. tp apekan daya ticket nyer xde. Ticket price adalah murah. QR10 per tix sbb tuh ramai yg serbu.

Then on Saturday evening ade birthday party Myra. anak Yeen & Aizal. aku terlupe ade kaler tema. haih. trhibur ngan kanak2 & mak kanak2. ngee. tp yg masih segar di ingatan aku adalah kek Myra yg sedap. Yeen buat sendiri. sgt comel & yg bestnyer gambar pwincess!!
note:baby yg aku dukung tuh anak Loly.Mak die sblah aku.
(kang ade plak yg ckp aku dh beranak pinak kang!!)

Abis dh weekend aku..ari Ahad (01.11.2009) ktrng kuar dinner celebrate birthday Zila ngan Rizal. Makan kt restaurant Arab kt area Souk Waqif.
No...no..ini bukan manusia yg dicelebrate yea..
Zila
Rizal
Kami sesudah dinner

Last skali, last friday ade MAQ nyer game, Indonesian vs Malaysian. ktrng ni dtg sbgai penyokong je. xlebih dr itu. ngeh3x..
Volleyball

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B.L.A.S.T off..

They are busy preparing for the blast off..(gile gempak bunyi!!!) Pd waktu & ketika ini...

>> Mama tgh sibuk membeli belah kerepek & bahulu gulung utk feed anak die yg besar kiree kt Doha ni..
>> Jaja is on her way back from asrama to KL. Padan muke cik cham kna teman mama g amik pweciouss-little-pwincess tuh!!
>> Rehan took her exam 2 weeks early & is now home..packing.
>> Haniz is now in One-Utama buying her beloved sista Pau 'Yik Mun' 6 packet!!!

Yeay!!! *wink*
4 days & counting!!!

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T.W.O

Genapla 2thn aku kt Doha ni. Sekejap nyerlah rase. Terase dh tue dh. haih. Anyway, nothing much. life as usual. hiccups tuh adatla. adelah here & there. kt mane2 pn ade cabaran yg trsendiri kn? i grew 'older' here in doha. but truthfully i am in peace with myself & wiser in making decision.

Thanks to Haniz yg advice aku utk kluar dr my-so-called comfort zone and ventured myself. Did just that!! never thought i am this strong!!

Thanks for all doas & advices from dear friends & family. Am hopeless without you people!!

My doa semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan & memberi yg terbaik pada hemahNYA utk saya. Reward utk diri sendiri? mestilah ade..hihi. by reward xdelah bermakna something grande. cume cukupla nk memberi kepuasan pd diri sndiri. Plus..sape lg nk bg kan klo bukan diri sndiri!!

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Out F.R.O.M Under


(pict credit to silentpain photograph at photobucket)
Breathe you out..Breathe you in..
You keep coming back to tell me
you're the one who could have been
and my eyes see it all so clear
It was long ago and far away but it never disappears
I try to put it in the past
Hold on to myself and don't look back
I don't wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I'm out from under
I don't wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I'll get it all figured out
When I'm out from under
So let me go..Just let me fly away
Let me feel the space between us growing deeper
And much darker every day
Watch me now and I'll be someone new
My heart will be unbroken
It will open up for everyone but you
Even when I cross the lineIt's like a lie I've told a thousand times

And part of me still believes
When you say you're gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye..Forever

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