REASON!!!!

i started to write and open my blog about a week ago...reasonn??well..lately..i am down!!maybe because i already here for the last 3 months and now i started to miss home so badly...i called mama td..relievelah skit..then sms haniz..i told her that..my brain, heart and body are not syncronize..my brain works pretty good..my body is in ICU cause i had stomach pain since yesterday..then my heart is now in morgue!!hihi..that bad huh??ayin...ko nih dh mcm ally mcbeal!!kt sane xde shrink ke??do i need that??na-ah!!!i'm not that depressed..so..by writing in my blog..i feel a little bit relieve and at d same time bole dgn sesuka hati mengutuk sesiapa saja..especially diri aku sendrikk!!ahakkss..because of kemurungan aku yg melampau..smalam..aku bace sa2 buku..tajuk die..wahai wanita..jangan bersedih lagi..buku tuh mmg ok..in fact ade ayat yg aku hafal which is from quran yg bermaksud

"Ya Allah, jauhkanlah aku dr kesulitan dan kesedihan,dan jauhkanlah aku dr kelemahan dan kemalasan, jauhkanlah aku dr kekikiran dan , dan jauhkanlah aku dr dibelenggu hutang dan penindasan"

So..now i'm working on my loneliness..depression and homesickness..hihi..