
Aritu che lah browse wedding website..aku tgk smbil lalu jek..sbbnyer..d last time i browsed all those website..mmm..say 2 years ago..pas2 xpnah ade ati nk tgk..even all my pengantin magazine subsciption dh di donate kpada mereka2 yg memerlukan..ahakkss..not the point..the point is last nite i had this guts to open minn nyer website..tgk gambar2 perantin..cantikk..no doubt..but after that, rase down skit..i'm not ready yet for all this..luka lama berdarah kembali ok!!bile nk tdo tuh..menyesal plak browse..bile pk blk..ini br website..pasni klo aku g kenduri kawin mesti lg sedih..jap..d last wedding was jiah nyer wedding..a few months before dtg doha..mase tuh..xsedih sgt because my mind was occupied with my prep to doha..anyway..stop browsing idiot!!
Then mama called, papa needs to go for his second ECG..trus mende2 xpenting tuh ilang from my mind..pk psl mama & papa yg health deteriorate lately..worried sgt2..keep on praying for them to be ok again..since dr KL lg, aku sgt berat ati nk blk sini..aku just berdoa things will be ok..for them & for everyone of us!!aminn..