1) my fren is mad at me..coz i broke my promise to meet her yesterday..yess..it's my fault..tp adalah sgt xbest bile die dh xde kawan nk kuar..then bile family die xde kt sini brlah skrg sibuk call aku mase weeknds..ajak kuar..ajak hang out..ajak lunch..dinner...bla..bla..sblm ni..xde pn..yes..i admit..i slalu kuar mase lunch ngan die..but it was strictly mase office hours..i dun feel like getting close ngan sesape kt sini..sbb i dun trust anybody here..there's one time aku citer smething personal..after that, i figure out that die pg citer kt org lain..walaupn die ckp bahasa arab..tp aku taulah die ckp psl aku..so..that's it..aku benci org yg mcm tuh!!
2) i miss my sister..so bad!!her mood changed lately..
something's bothering her i guess..i miss ym with her..tp it's unfair right to look for her when i'm in need while i know that she got something in her mind..and she's kindda busy ngan kja die..dhlah dpt boss anak dara tue..(self-explainatory right??)pas2 ngan kelas die yg br start..so..she must be very busy adjusting to work, home & study..anyway..i still miss her!!!
something's bothering her i guess..i miss ym with her..tp it's unfair right to look for her when i'm in need while i know that she got something in her mind..and she's kindda busy ngan kja die..dhlah dpt boss anak dara tue..(self-explainatory right??)pas2 ngan kelas die yg br start..so..she must be very busy adjusting to work, home & study..anyway..i still miss her!!!3) i'm worried about jaja..she's now not very well..die kna dengue..dh one week duk pg clinic check darah..dahlah die mmg xbrape sihat..bile kna demam denggi nih..i'm kindda worried..ditambah die kt umah ngan mama yg xbrape sihat jugak..pity her..lglah for the past 4-5 days papa ade ktapi derailment kt seremban..so he wasn't home for both of them..
4)because 'cruela' is trying very best & hard influencing me..clinging to me..demotivate me..criticise me..& i dun trust cruela for a second!!
5)gambit is so very busy & i guess he is worried about things..knowing him..die xkan bgtau anything that's bothering him..to make me worry is a big NO to him..so..i'm at very best trying to leave him deal with it & support him indirectly..
6)mama is making another mistake!!that hurts haniz..i cried coz i tot she already knows how to deal with this..since this is not the first time this thing..yess..i call it 'THING' happens to us..& she knew how hurt we were..but still..i'm dissapointed..
7)I GAIN WEIGHT!!!(i know..nothing's new!!)..but this time buat aku xleh tdo...bile weight scale tuh xkan menipu aku..& man..reality really bitess!!!4 kilos is a lot ok!! aspire close for summer..gym is 750 per month..jogging is impossible when it's too hot outside..treadmill is 1k plus..diet is so lembab to see the result..
8)i feel like a loser..bile i made a few frens here and it turn out that they are LOSERSS!!! enough said..i miss angah..fara..jiah..hariz..azlane..kak ain..abg boyot..kak lijah..redza..etc..etc..
9)smua kengkawan dh beranak pinak..penuh kt friendster & facebook..gambar ngan anak2..& laki..gambar baby dlm womb pn ade..it's ok..it's their happiness..hihi..last week br register my account with facebook..so..i'm happy bile get in contact with all my frens yg xcontact for a very long time..man..i love the cyber world!!it's a good feeling cume termenung gaklah dkt setgh jam bile xtau nk letak gambar ape kt my profile..gambar anak??mengandung pn x..bapak die pun xde lg..(mmm!!)..gambar laki plakk??mm..letak gambar enrique ok x??
10)still ade problem ngan neighbours yg still xwat decision nk berambus ke x??cepatlah skit!!dun leave us hanging mcm ni!!bongokk!!klo dua2 nk berambus pn elok gak!!aku leh amik bilik tuh..malas nk pk bebyk!!byr lebih skit pn at least aku xpening kpala & i can be anti-sosial..i love being anti-sosial..just me..myself & i..self obsess??so what??
I'm not having my PMS..so..back-off!!ngeee..
