Wednesday, September 24, 2008

DESHUM...D.E.S.H.U.M!!

smlm 'deshum2' ngan GAMBIT..something yg for me is important and for him..is not!! i agree that i am sometime stubborn but the thing that we argued about are really important to me..and i want him to see it the way i see it too..i can compromise many things..but sometimes i want to be heard..i believe that in a relationship..it's not just about understand your partner..it is also about being in her/his shoes..huhu..exprience told me not to take this seriously..but still..i am just human..humble woman who want to love and to be loved..i am not sad..i am not depress..but i am dissappointed..how many times am i going to be dissappointed??penat tau...why am i so scared in a relationship?org lain senang je..brcinta..trus kawin..for me..susahnyer!!arghh..tension..

To GAMBIT...i am scared..i just need you to know that...

2 comments:

JULIE said...

sometimes we just need to learn to let go of the past ....

chics said...

Aku pon dulu sampai satu tahap tak boleh dan tak mahu percaya orang dah. Setiap yang datang aku kata takmo, not interested bla..bla. Tapi ada sorang ni sangatla sabar, aku penah suruh dia get out from my life, dengan baiknye dia get out. tak call tak apa. Tak macam yang lain, nakkkk jugak pujuk2-rimaslah [wahh mcmla aku hot sangat haha]. Cuma once in a while dia tinggalkan something untuk hati aku, macam bila aku tulis dekat blog aku teringin something, dia akan postkan, even dekat mana pon dia ada. Dia penah pos maggie daging [boleh takk pos maggie je?] from Australia.Just post, no notes.Mysterious betul.

Lama-lama dengan aku tak sedar aku suka dia sebab.. dia slow2 provekan yang dia memang bukan take me for a ride. Lepas tu aku carik dia balik. Hahah tak malu

eh terpanjang pulak ahha sorry. Bottom line is, giv your heart sometimes, tak payah rush. Bila dah jumpa orang itu, hati kau sendiri akan tahu. And pegi matilah siapa yang kecoh apsal kau tak kawen lagi [kecuali dia mak kaulah hehe]