Who is to B.L.A.M.E??

Hi peeps..my heart is boiling with anger & dissatisfaction here..try to shelve it away..tp what happened this morning mmg buatkan aku rase cam nk maki!!! 2 cases..different time zones..similar motive!!

1st case - last week i attended my usual MAQ meeting..jumpe kak Norleya..chated & tetibe issue umah was brought up again..citer skit2..after long istighfar & disbelieved...kak norleya pandang aku dgn kesian & memberi nasihat..jgn deal dgn married man..on any matter consult the wife first for permission..that is life..i was stunned!!erkkk...kak saye x hingin pn laki die tuh!!never occured to me before..my mind was on rewind and play mode..trying hard to remember any encounter i had..finally..yess..there are times those 'eagle-eyed' wives gave me some kind of look..weird kind!! but i just brushed it off..so..kak norleya is true indeed..

2nd case - smlm friend-of-mine received one sms from malaysia..something like this..jgn kacau husband saye..i have kids..i need some explaination..this is not the first time..blaa...blaa..my mouth was wide open!!sgt curious..siapekah gerangan perempuan itu..so..friend-of-mine called her up..(long distance call ok!!) to find out siape lah yg main serang xtentu hala kan!!akhirnyer die telah menyelesaikan persoalan misteri itu..my first response??BODOHHHH!!! yess..mmg terkejut..ktorang kenal laki die..we met 2x..ktorang xtau die dh kawin..which ktorang xhingin nk tau pn!!seriously pedulik hape!!& kt sini adatla jumpe org malaysia amik number telefon..bukan ape..klo ade ape2 events or activities bole meramaikan rakyat malaysia yg xramai ni..& i wonder brape byk sms die hantar dlm phone laki die tuh..sbb klo ikut phone aku ni..byk gak number2 org yg aku dh xingat dh siape!!so..xheranla klo die ade number my friend ni..

2 cases..same motive!! terase marah & terpanggil utk memaki hamun!! untuk kawan-kwan, adik-adik, akak-akak, makcik-makcik..meh aku explain..being zaireen..29 years of my existence NEVER lure/admire/berminat/mengorat/tergoda dgn lelaki dh kawin..regardless how kacak or kayalah wehh...BIG turn off ok!! byk kali jumpe lelaki kt sini mengaku bujang..ingat aku percayalah??klo ko bujang skalipn..ingat aku percaya xde gf or tunang kt malaysia??i am not that STUPID!!i can read between the liness..aku xmarah kak norleya..she is right!!aku bengang ngan org2 MELAYU kite nih..(xsmualah..)mentang2 ktorang single..ingat hadap sgtlah laki korang tuh??insecure ehh?? xyahlah..perlu ke kami pening kpala bercinta ngan laki org sedangkan ktorang hidup aman bahagia walaupn single??perlu ke gaduh2 tarik rambut dgn bini org??i dun think so..yg lelaki mengaku single pn ramai..GATAL nk mampus!!dh ade bini..anak dh dkt stgh dozen..tetappp!! what's on ur mindlah weii?? hidup kt dunia ni xlama..byk mende nk kna buat..didikla anak2 tuh..spend quality times ngan family..xyahlah buat alasan xbahagialah..bini xpandai masaklah..oppss..

wahai kaum2 hawa skalian..u need to have self dignity..self confidence & buangla rase insecure tuh..cause it will lead to doubt, jealousy and all the negative feelings!! mmglah lelaki ni xleh percaya..tp at least bertindaklah mengikut akal fikiran..jgn nk menuduh trus..my 2 cents of advice..from perempuan yg xkawin lagi!! we have our own good & simple life..we stand on our own feet!! laki org?? thanks but NO THANKS!!

Tp yelahkan..sedangkan siti nurhaliza yg kaya & cantik tuh pn crk laki org kan..sbb tuh insecure ehh?hahahaha..dun worry..aku xcantik & xkaya..org ckp..xbaik ckp besar..well..let me tell u something..i always pray..infact my mom is praying even harder..praying aku x jd 2nd..or 3rd..or fourth wife..as i dun think i will have peace of mind for the rest of my life hurting or being hurt by another soul..another woman soul..

Dr aku gaduh2..nangis2..pening2 pk psl laki org..baik aku g jalan2..makan2..or make my family happy..more meaningful aite??so..what say u? am i making any sense or it is just a baseless accusation??ke mende ni happen kt sini je??ntahlah..susah nk ckp..tp lps ni aku akan lebih berhati-hati dealing with MEN..xnak aku layan psiko2 mcm ni..peace!!