Sunday, July 5, 2009

Al-Fatihah

3rd July 2009 (Friday)-Atok menghembuskan nafas terakhir. 2 months after papa passed away. exactly 2 months & pada hari yg same papa meninggal. It was 10 in d morning. still in bed. i was shocked. stayed there for a while. no tears. no feeling. sad? yes. but no tears. really. i was alone. it was all coming back to me. suffocated. Took me 10 minutes to call che lah and she called syafei. syafei picked me up aku stay kt umah syafei sbb mmg ptg tuh ade mkn2 kt umah syafei. lepas smyang zohor & bace yassin aku trus rase calm & i know atok is in a better place now. dh setahun atok sakit & bedridden. Aku mmg xleh nk blk. memula aku jealous dgn pak chu sbb dyrang tunggu pakchu utk kebumi. Tp Allah knows best. & Allah paid me cash bile haniz bgtau pak chu xsempat nk tgk atok kebumi sbb flight pak chu delayed 3 hours. Allah, forgive me to feel that way.
Raya 2007 - Our last COMPLETE picture

Tok, ayin doakan atok berada dikalangan org2 yang beriman ya. We all love you so much. You are our inspiration. Look after papa ya.

Al-fatihah..

8 comments:

Superfluous_Babe said...

innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun...
takziah to u and family, ayin.

Zaida Z said...

Dear Ayin.. My condolence on your great lost. Semoga Allah gives you the strength and patience and semoga Atok bersama2 orang yg beriman. AMIN. Al-fatihah.

TAKE CARE!

dzi said...

takziah yin. be strong...

ayin1911 said...

Dear All,
Thank u so much.

Huzairiyah Hussin said...

zaireen,
Syukur jadi insan terpilih. Perpilih menerima ujianNya

ayin1911 said...

Thanx ya Ajai..

dazzling 948 said...

hi kak zaireen..
kite ada jugak bace blog ni kdg2..
tibe2 bumped into those entries back in june.. so sorry for losing ur dad.. teresak2 kite kat opis bace those entries..i can feel u..and glad that my dad is still with me.. be strong ye and i know you are..
Al Fatihah for ur dad & atuk..

ayin1911 said...

Hi Jaja..
Thanks for dropping by...
Thank you.. :)