P.A.N.I.C

Last nite i went to have dinner with Fatima&Manu sbbnya Manu br kna lay-off dr company. A big shock to us, not just us but d whole company except his bosseslah. Reason hanya satu, projects smua kna hold skrg ni. At first, me&fatima marah gile sbb ingt die resign xbgtau we all rupa-rupanya die kna lay-off. He was d optimistic one. Bila aku dgr die kna lay-off, aku trus tekan my panic button. he was so-called THE RISING STAR of the company. Die dlm structural team. We all yg kt water team ni sgt trkejut sbbnyer die br je jd project manager utk one of our treatment plant. Die dh jd project manager walaupn sebaya ngan aku!!! Smua boss2 dr water team trkejut, even the regional director ktrng called him. Aku pn xbuang mase & crk archive CV & start updating. Mula jenguk2 laman sawang agensi mencari kerja. hihi. Sediakan payung sebelum hujan. Last month, we heard pejabat kt Bahrain nk tutup then smlm plak dyrng kata 2 org dr water team nk kna lay-off.

Last week sorang technician kna lay-off selepas 30years serving the company!! yeeea!! 30 tahun!! walaupn aku agak sedih bile tahu die kna lay-off tp with his 30months gratuity..early retirement&spend time with his family. So, theory2 seperti;

1) Last come first go-OBSOLETE
2) Under par performance-OBSOLETE

only theory remain is NOBODY IS IMMUNE!!!

Eventhough smlm we were suppose to mourn & comfort Manu tp we all tau he deserves something better & he will get a better offer. So, we ended up having fun & started blabbering about life & mulalah keluar smua dirty laundries!!hahaha...

Scared??of course i am. Brdoa rezeki aku masih kt sini & even if Allah dh tentukan this is not my place anytime soon. I believe that Allah dh sediakan something better for me.

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." -Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

p/s: doakan yang baik2 untuk saya ye? :'(