Crap while dining A.L.O.N.E..

same place like yesterday..since arini seharian aku duk terperuk kt umah, i decided to go out & melihat keindahan dunia..chewahh!!beriya menghabiskan sa2 buku danielle steel..i couldn't put down since last night..around 3 am still lg mempertahankan mate nk smbung bace walaupn mase tuh br suku buku..sedar2 dh kul 10pg..buku tuh ade kt bwh kepala ku..hee..ptg td abislah sa2 buku tuh..elok gak xde internet connection ni..klo x confirm aku duk melekap kt dpn laptop smpai buku2 yg aku beli 2 duk berlonggok je..but i miss prison break ngan heroes..a lot to catch up nanti..

it's 8pm..chelah ade dinner ngan project dept company ktorang..i dine alone smbil online with lemonade & crepe..hihi..oh..smbil upload gambar kt facebook..Kejap lg klo aku bosan..aku glah tgk body of lies kt cinema sblh ni..hihi..aku ade tgk preview citer australia..i bet mesti best gile citer tuh..tp movie kt doha ni lambat nk mampus..berjanggut aku nk menunggu citer tuh kuar kt sini..but surely i'll wait to watch it..nicole kidman & hugh jackman..huisshh..won't miss it for the world..tp andaikata citer tuh xbest bgtau ehh..sbb citer tuh dh kuar kt msia..

since i got plenty of time..let me review a few books yg aku bace for the past week..first i read girls from riyadh..it was a true story..psl perempuan2 upper class kt riyadh, saudi..it claimed to be sex and the city version arab..i was shocked mase bace buku tuh..sbb aku rase saudi still remain the holiest land dkt arab ni..since negara2 yg lain dh contaminated and influenced badly dr negara barat..but after i read that book..my perception lari 180 degrees..kesimpulan yg aku buat base on my reading and opinions gathered from my arabs friend..bile sa2 negara tuh enforce islamic law dgn sgt stringent..people tend to flip out and settle for the opposite..mcm manelah agaknyer mase zaman nabi nk membentuk umat die dulukan??zaman2 jahilliyah dulu..tp nabi muhammad(s.a.w) tetap sayangkan umat die smpai akhir nyawa nabi..betapa mulianyer nabi kite..

2nd book..the notebook..jalan citer simple..the same author utk walk to remember & message in the bottle..buku ni pnah dibuat movie..but never watch it..i wasn't amaze with the love story yg mushy2..lovey dovey..i was amazed mcm mane they still in love with each other when they were very old..& someone with alzheimer..aku xpnah pk yg penyakit tuh sa2 penyakit yg cronic sbb die x sakit truk cume memories die deterioate over time..tp bile aku bace buku tuh..the impact of the disease bukan pd org yg sakit tp pd org2 keliling esp mase dh tue2 mcm tuh..it must be very sad when u need someone by ur side to reminisce the good old days but that someone is not the one who can still remember all the life the spent together..& the fact yg plg sedih..when u have to watch someone who is sooo close to ur heart dying right in front of ur eyes..man..life is short huh??

3rd book..sisters by danielle steel..it is about a family with 4 sisters trying to overcome their grieve and turmoil as mak dyrang mati and their third sister suddenly bute after a horrible accident ..citer tuh pendek je..tp i totally can relate as we had our difficulties and hard times back then bile mama sakit..bile we need to stick together to stay strong and keep everything as it shud be..it's not easy but it really strengthen our bonds especially me & haniz and papa..sblm mama sakit..mama& papa xpnah open up walau ape problem yg dyrang faced..tp bile mama sakit..papa started to open up as he really2 needed us to shoulder some emotional burden & some errands that he couldn't handled on his own..it wasn't easy especially ktorang xde adik-beradik lelaki..but we did it!!we are tough cookies!!ngee..

Itu jelah book reviews saye kali ni..ooh..btw..smlm tgk madagascar..best gile!!(tau dh basi!!) teringat haniz..klo ade die..mesti ktorang gelak2 odw blk smbil recap blk script2 citer tuh..esp melman&gloria..man!!kelakar siott..btw..aku suke one line ni by gloria..it's weird..i've been half way across d world and never realized that someone special is actually my neighbour..(or something like dat!!)..ngee..

Till then..crepe saye dh sejuk&liat dh ni..lemonade saye dh xde air batu dh..need to pen off now..see ya!!miss haniz soo much..xdpt call dr ptg td..really miss u babe..

just read icapt nyer profile kt facebook..she lost her son..aku nangis kt sini jugak..i-capt..if u read this..u r one extraordinary lady..u faced a lot of hurdle and u made it..and allah menguji dgn kehilangan anak yg disayangi..my sympathy are with u my dear fren..i may not be a mother to understand..or feel what u are facing right now..but my prayers are with u..can't help but cry for i know how u feel..takziah utk capt & rizal..tabahkan hati ye..al-fatihah utk adik abdullah amin fahmi bin ahmad rizal..