F.R.I.E.N.D.S..

I have friends. Ramai jugaklah. Aku xsuka musuh ngan org. Adelah kot beberapa kerat yg aku xbrape nk berkenan. Prinsip aku senang. Selagi ko xkacau hidup aku, aku ok! Tp jgn kacau idup aku or buat aku marah eh. Aku xmaki2, aku x g menjaja nama die. atau buruk2kan die. Aku cume campak ko jauh2. Yeah. maybe aku akan senyum bile berjumpe. bertepuk tampar. tp one thing for sure. Aku xmau tahu ape2 psl ko & aku xkan bgtau ape2 psl aku!! that's it. soo..shohhh. U are not needed in my life. Eh..apsal memarah ni. aku nk citer something else sbnarnyer, Yg ayat xbest td tuh sbb mase aku menaip tersembulla muke2 yg buat aku sakit ati. tu yg meluncur laju je tuh.

Anyway. I want to talk about kawan2 yg aku sayang. sayang sangat. kadang2 kite xperlukan kawan2 yg amik tau smua psl kite. cukupla buat kite ketawa tanpa bertanya mengapa kita sedih. cukupla dgn sms/email/ym/comment kt fb or blog bertanya khabar. Kawan2 yg ada mase kite susah & senang. Org kate mase susah xde org nk kawan. Xjuge! ade jugak spesis yg menjadi pendengar setia mase susah & sedih, tp bile kite senang mulalah menjauhkan diri. Ini dipanggil sindrom xleh tgk org lain lebih. Ade juge yg suke mase kite senang & shy away bile kite susah. Byk kan kategori kawan? ade kawan bole citer psl family sbb senasib. Ade yg bole citer psl love life sbb ada chemistry. Ade yg best crite ngan opposite sex shj. mcm2! hehh..

Ape2 pn. i appreciate all the friends i meet throughout my life. kengkawan kt tadika kemas Gemas, Skolah Rendah Kebangsaan Tuanku Abdul Rahman Gemas, Sekolah Tun Fatimah Johor Bahru, Fakulti kejuruteraan Awam/Alam Sekitar UTM, Kolej Tun Razak UTM, Satang, SMHB, kawan2 kt doha & di alam maya. Thanks to teknologi yg semakin canggih, now u know everything about your friends just a click away. smpaikan kawan ko sakit perut nk g jamban pn bole tau walaupn 6,000km away. yeaa. terima kasih facebook!!

Nak dijadikan cerita. selepas sessi entry sedih 100 hari tuh. ade kawan2 yg sgt prihatin. Msg kt fb. sms & mcm2 lg. thanks guys. u know who u are. Anyway, thanks for reading my humble entry yaa. Okeh. To Ajai yg sudi membantu. Sape sangka, ktrng terpisah for more than 10 years now, but she came knocking at my fb inbox to see how am i doing & offering help. and last 2 days mase duk chat ngan rafi. die menunjukkan ke'concern'an die kt aku. Appreciate it dear friend. Xsangka dlm brutal2 die tuh, he has a very bigggg heart. to sesiape yg berminat. sorry, he's taken. hahaha.

Mohamad

i managed to survive.....chip up always

9:40pmZaireen yg tuh aku relate...

yg sepi tuh mmglah..

9:41pmMohamad

so, i can see the sky is wide and a lot of air to breath in

9:41pmZaireen

cume citer2 dlm citer tuh xde yg relate ngan aku,..

good that u r doing ok now..

9:41pmMohamad

so, what about you?? are u ok??? i found your blogspot

well, it is from Fairul blog i saw your name popped up

9:42pmZaireen

ooo...

hmm..

ok..

biaselah...

9:42pmMohamad

i am kind of dunno what to say when reading it......

9:42pmZaireen

hahaha..thanks for asking..

9:42pmMohamad

so, you can relate the last part of the movie.......iman.....

nak jugak relate kan!!!! ahhhahahhah

9:43pmZaireen

at least iman ade mamat tuh at d end..

hihihi..

tulah nk jugak relatekan aku..

aku suke lagu die..
aku relate ngan lagu die..

ngee...

9:44pmMohamad

then you have Quenzzzzz tu....angap je ape yang kau nak...pokok ke....kfc ke...ape ape je

well, after all we are all here for each other

well, after all we are all here for each other

9:45pmZaireen

yeahh..i know..

really grateful for that..

really am...

sungguh..klo xde kamu orang..

mesti i lg sepi..

confirm dh amik ticket blk malaysia..

9:45pmMohamad

i am may not be able to be there always but in the time in need i will try my best to accomodate it

9:46pmZaireen

thank u buddy...

9:46pmMohamad

so, jangan simpan sorang......voice out whenever you need to...nanti tertekan

9:46pmZaireen

the thing is..

aku xreti nk ckp..

9:46pmMohamad

quenzzzz tu kita lantik sebagai ibu besar

bagitau dia ....

9:46pmZaireen

sbb aku xnak org rase aku cam meraih simpati..

she is my pillar of strength..

selalu wat i gelakk..

9:47pmMohamad

itu salah.......simpati bukan the point but the sharing

9:47pmZaireen

thanks rafi..

will try..haha..

9:47pmMohamad

everyone will have to face it........everyone. so, it is a matter of time

9:48pmZaireen

tp aku cam tu bile nk tdo je..

9:48pmMohamad

hahahahahahahah...so ibu besar buat ape tu???

9:48pmZaireen

biasenyer bile i dh masuk bilik..

xkanla i nk ganggu ibu besarr.

9:48pmMohamad

so, bila rasa ade benda macam tu pergilah tido dengan quenzzz jap

syaitan kan selalu ganggu kita...baca surat al-ikhlas 3 kali....bismillah 21 kali dan sekali ayat Qursi..

al-fatihah kepada ayah, mak dan orang2 yang you sayang

9:52pmZaireen

thanks rafi..thank you sooo much..

will remember that!!

9:52pmMohamad

you tahu tak...what Fadilah Kamzah said???

9:52pmZaireen

ape?

9:54pmMohamad

dia cakap kalau sayang seseoang tu ..tak kira mak ayah atau awek atau bf atau org yang kita suka...tak payah buat cara bomoh....sedekahkan fatihah...sebab fatihah itu makanan untuk soul......insyaAllah....so, i sebeblum tidur dan mulakan sesuatu selalu kasi al-fatihah kat Nabi, Mak, Ayah dan og yg i sayang

kita cuba amalkan ke...mungkin sebab tu masa org mati org selalu suruh sedekah al-fatihaha. sebab dia makanan soul.

9:57pmZaireen

thanks eh rafi...

aku slalu bace fatihah before tdo..

sedekah kt my dad..

9:57pmMohamad

you re welcome

50 riyals

9:57pmZaireen

tp masetuh lah all d memories came back..

9:57pmMohamad

very good daughter..you dad must be smiling there

9:58pmZaireen

tu yg aku kdang2 smapi termimpi..

9:58pmMohamad

ingat....syaitan tu kat mana2 nak ganggu kita....especially bile emotional attach!

* FRIENDS ARE THE FAMILY YOU CHOOSE FOR YOURSELF. indeed.